[03 Jan 2004|11:17pm] ok so i have a new journal it's feeltherush it's also going to be friends only because i wanna write more private things. i'm not transferring my friends list--- if you wanted be added either add me on or it comment ... byesss. 9need a little room to breathe

today was a very very cool day [26 Dec 2003|11:14pm] [ mood | sleepy // giddy ] [ music | blink 182 - easy target ] yeah so yesterday was christmas i don't remember much..oops. i didn't go to bed last night until 7am and i woke up at 11 -- took a shower, cleaned the room, and daddy made me breakfast. at 3ish katie came over and we went to menlo mall and i returned a bunch of shit and got a puma hoodie, pink billabong sweater, red shirt, tilt clips, two hats, and dickies from pacsun. and i got a hat, a pink sweater, a shirt, a necklace, lipgloss, and earrings from american eagle. i have to go back tomorrow bring more stuff back but i was pressed for time. came home at 6 tina was already here :) i got changed and we went to brians.. we all got in two separate cars and started to go to the show we got lost and didn't get there for like an hour and a half but it was really funny -- the show was good. i really like motion city soundtrack (never heard them before) it was boys night out, motion city soundtrack, and the starting line. driving in our car was me, brian, tina, and tina's boyfriend kyle. it was alot of fun.. we went to wawa after woooo. then i got home at around 12;30 i had a REALLY good time. :) ok done GUESS WHAT? i finally got pics from the cruise on the computer.. there really fuzzy though i don't know why. only when i put them on the internet do they get fucked-up but that's fine so enjoy! ( a trip to paradise.. ) 33need a little room to breathe

boooreddd [23 Dec 2003|05:30pm] [ mood | a little sick ] [ music | brand new ] didn't go to school this week cause... i hate unioncatholic. xmas eve is tomorrow wooo. here's a survey cause i'm ReALLY bored. [Name]: Katelyn [Name Backwards]: nyletaK [Does Your Name Mean Anything?]: it means pure or virginal :) [Were You Named After Anyone?]: nope [Nick Name(s)]: primich, prim, kate, hickie, etc. [Screen Name(s)]: kishmekate [Date of Birth:] 06/17/88 [Current Location]: Rahway, NJ [Height]: 5'3 [Shoe Size]: 8 [Hair Colour]: blonde [Eye Colour]: blue [Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?]: lefty [Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?]: yeah i don't know DO YOU HAVE... [Any Sisters?]: nope [Any Brothers?]: 1 - jay. [Any Pets?]: fishies and birds [A Disease?]: nope [A Pager?]: nope [A Personal Phone Number?]: yeah [A Leather Jacket with Studs on It?]: nope [A Heroin Needle?]: nope [A Pool or Hot Tub?]: nope [A Car?]: when i can drive i will DESCRIBE YOUR... [Personality]: trust me... i'm one of a kind.. don't know if that's good or bad but yeah [Driving]: horrible. like no really horrible. i'm never gonna get my license [Car or One you want]: light pink eclipse [Room]: lots of pictures and always smells like smoke [Shoes]: new [School]: unioncatholic [Bed]: comfy, purple sheets, purple flower comforter, lots of pillows [Relationship with Your Parent(s)]: the worse DO YOU... [Like to Drive?]: sure [Get Motion Sickness?]: depends [Eat Chicken Fingers With a Fork?]: sometimes [Dream in Color?]: yeah [Type With Your Fingers on Homerow?]: nope [Sleep With a Stuffed Animal?]: no i just like rape my pillows and straddle them [Believe In Yourself?]: nahh son [Do You Believe In Love at First Sight?]: starting too [Consider Yourself a Good Listener?]: yeah people tell me alot so i guess [Consider Yourself a Good Friend?]: yeah i do [Get Along With Your Parents?]: nope [Save Your E-mails?]: nah [Save Your Chat Conversations?]: nope [Like to Make Fun of People?]: it's a bad habit [Like to Talk on the Phone?]: normally.. no. but it depends who i'm talking too WHAT IS/ARE/WAS... [Right Next to You?]: pillows - my stereo - my cd's [On the Walls of Your Room?]: lots of pictures [On Your Mouse Pad?]: i have a laptop so no mouse pad [Your Dream Car?]: my eclipse:) [Your Dream Honeymoon spot]: i don't know [Your Bedtime?]: too late [Under Your Bed?]: i have a bed with drawers under it so no surprises there [Your Bad Time of the Day?]: waking up [Your Worst Fear(s)?]: being alone? i guess [The Time?]: 530ish [The Date?]: dec 23rd? [The Best Trick You've Ever Played on Someone?]: ohh i donoo [Your Funniest Experience?]: alot of stuff [Your Scariest Moment?]: thought i was gonna get expelled [The Silliest Thing You've Ever Said?]: dono [The Worst Feeling in the World?]: hangover [The Best Feeling in the World?]: being loved? i don't know FAVORITE... [Number?]: 17 [Color?]: lime green [Month?]: october or december [Song?]: probably.. right now? violence-- blink182 or the quiet things that noone ever knows-- brand new. [Movie?]: hmm ferris buellers day off, titanic, clueless, twister, now&then, pirates of the caribbean-- alot. [Food?]: chex mix; handisnacks [Season?]: i like them all-- mostly fall and winter [Class?]: hmmm to learn? us history but actually my favorite class? algebra2 cause we don't do anything [teacher?]: current? doherty -- ever? celoski or mcmanus [Drink?]: raspberry peach snapple [Radio Station?]: 104.3 [Store?]: pacsun or american eagle [Flower?]: white roses THIS OR THAT [Me/You]: you [Coke/Pepsi]: neither i don't drink soda [Day/Night]: night [Aol/Aim]: aim [Cd/Casette]: cd [Dvd/Vhs]: uhh dvd [Jeans/khakis]: jeans [Car/Truck]: car [Tall/Short]: tall [Lunch/Dinner]: dinner [NSYNC/BSB]: ummmm bsb i guess [Britney/Christina]: there both hot [Gap/Old Navy]: gap [Lipstick/Lip gloss]: lipgloss [Silver/Gold]: silver [Alcohol/Weed]: alcohol-- it's quicker LOVE AND RELATIONSHIPS [Do you have a bf/gf?]: negative [Do you have a crush?]: you could say that? [How long was your longest relationship?]: uhm like 10 months i think it was [How long was your shortest relationship?]: a couple days [Who was your first love?]: i don't know [what do you miss about them?]: erhsuifhiu3riufd. THE PAST [What is the biggest mistake you've made in your life?]: starting to drink [What is the last thing you said?]: i read the question-- i have to read outloud [Who is the last person you saw?]: stephanie [Who is the last person you kissed?]: jarred [Who is the last person you hugged?]: i have no idea [Who is the last person you fought with?]: some stupid slut [Who is the last person you were on the phone with?]: delia [What is the last TV show you saw?]: uhhhmm i don't know [What are you wearing?]: jeans n a billabong shirt [What are you doing?]: listening to brand new cd; being bored [What song are you listening to?]: brand new [Where are you?]: bed [who are you with?]: me, myself, i [what are you feeling?]: strange [What day is it tomorrow?]: christmas eve [What are you going to do after this?]: put renu in my contacts there burning [How old will you be when you graduate?]: 17 or 18 -- depends on the date in june [What do you want to be?]: politican HAVE YOU EVER... [Drank?]: yeah man [Smoked?]: yessire [Had sex?]: nope [stolen?]: nope [Wanted to die?]: freshman year was really rough [hit someone?]: yeah PHYSICAL APPEARANCE [What do you most like about your body?]: nothing is the right size. but my eyes are okay [And least?]: my size of everything and my teeth and my hair and my nose [How many fillings do you have?]: none [Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?]: noone would be like "yeah your right you ARE ugly" so yeah people tell me i'm good-looking but there just being nice [Do you look like any celebrities?]: everyone says i look like leah from real world paris or some porn star not that either or them are celebrities (or a compliment) FASHION [Do you wear a watch?]: nope [How many coats and jackets do you own?]: like 4 but i mostly wear hoodies [Favorite pants/skirt color?]: ummm the jean color [Most expensive item of clothing?]: my semi dress [What kind of shoes do you wear?]: sneakers or my school shoes [Describe your style in one word]: come on now i dress like a "boy" according to everyone.. riiiiiight. [How old are you mentally?]: young [What is your worst quality?]: inability to say what i feel/mean. [What is your best quality?]: i'm not too serious about anything [How long does it take you get ready in the morning]: if i have all the time in the world it takes me 45 mins but i can be ready in 5mins because i honestly don't care what i look like [Did you like this quiz?]: suure why not 17need a little room to breathe

weeeeekend + snow = wooooh. [08 Dec 2003|05:10pm] [ mood | pleased <3 ] [ music | kids of america wahhoo ] soo friday it started SNOWiNG. wooohooo but the assholes at my school had like all of our buses late and the fucking rahway bus didn't come to quarter to 5 and i didn't get home to 5;15 -- i was pissed. so then erin and mark picked me up and we went tubing at the pit with some people. i slammed into the batting cage and now i have a big bruise on my elbow and it hurts really bad.. then us 3 and mike went to get something eat at wendys and i got home around 11.. saturday i spent all day watching movies with mindy [brother's girlfriend] on tv -- their were some really good ones. it was a very upsetting morning, many reasons why. so i talked over steph's in the crazy amount of snow because i was really upset-- stayed there and watchd dane cook again because it's so funny and we watched pirates of the caribbean -- then at around 10 pam's parents picked me up.. we went back to her house and watched pirates of the carribean again and fell asleep. woke up early on sunday and went to the mall to help pam find gifts for people. found out they have the whole boxed DVD set of "my so called life" the whole series. i'm so excited, i'm getting it for christmas now from mommy&daddy. then we went to benihana and i don't like it very much-- not my kind of good. went back over pam's and watched cheerleading tapes from the good old days from rahway pop warner. woooh then i came home at around 7. steph came over and we just walked around in the freezing air all night. chris gave us a ride to kraswers though so that was good because it was seriously very very cold. she left at like 11 -- cleaned my room cause it was horrible and then i went to bed. monday woke up around 11, took a shower. lara came over and we walked to A&P and got cheese cookies milk and snapple!! then we went to the middle school and saw all of our old teachers. one of our bitchass teachers was making comments about my boobs and how lara is a tomboy? whatever and she told some other teacher not to leave me lara and this guy teacher alone in a room-- she's such a fucking bitch i hate her. anyway.. then we came home and lara left at like 5. we picked erin up and went to woodbridge mall. she got some stuff for mark for xmas and i got a blink182 shirt, a finch shirt, and (for semi); hair rhinestones, red eye glitter, red eye liner, red pocketbook, red shoes, & a sparkly hair headband for christmas. then i came home and i'm watching clueless for the 12th time this weekend. now i have 3 essays to write, 2 tests to study for, and forensic bills to write.... later. <3 9need a little room to breathe

[27 Nov 2003|12:28am] [ mood | oh so sleeeppy ] [ music | violence - blink 182 -- h0tt song ] stolen from erin :-O Five details about you... [x] i'm horribly lazy [x] i have blue eyes [x] i <3 blink182 [x] i wanna be a politican [x] i go to unioncatholic... booooo Five details about your appearance right now... [x] i have a pink nightgown on =) [x] blue cheerleading socks cause my windows are open and it's cold [x] i just washed all my makeup off [x] i have the new ring my mom bought me on [x] dark purple nailpolish Five things you did today... [x] went to breakfast with mike [x] hung out with alexis [x] went over katies tonight, met tony and his awesome friends [x] got in a fight with my brother [x] ate lots of icecream Five memorable things you did in the last year... [x] regained the good friends.. lost the bad ones [x] got suspended muahah. good times. [x] whipporwhil road-- really thought i was gonna die [x] stopped being so fucking depressed [x] got my first job Five things that everyone should know about you... [x] i think i'm always right.. which sucks [x] everything i come off as.. i'm not [x] i just wanna have a good time [x] i can't deal with drama i just don't care enough [x] i'm a very trustworthy person Five favourite groups... [x] blink182 [x] saves the day [x] the starting line [x] taking back sunday [x] brand new Five favourite songs... [x] blink 182 = feeling this [x] blink 182 = violence [x] blink 182 = adam's song [x] brand new = seventy times seven [x] andrew wk = i get wet .. just to name a few Five favourite movies... [x] don't be a menace .. etcetcetc. [x] the italian job [x] twister [x] the wedding singer [x] clueless Five things that make you happy... [x] my friends [x] doing good in school [x] sleeeeeeep [x] getting what i want [x] having fun =D Five people who mean a lot to you... [x] erin bj jarrette mike mark vin joe ralph aka my BEST friends. [x] steph [x] jarred [x] katieczado [x] uc peoples Five things that disgust you... [x] condiments [x] girls who are proud to be sluts [x] anal sex [x] most of the people at my school [x] fish Five things that impress you... [x] when people make an effort [x] when people change their ways [x] when my parents actually give a shit about my life [x] the way certain people handle issues [x] standup comics.. their just too awesome Five things that don't impress you... [x] people who think just because they get away w/ something they should keep doing it.. [x] people who do things to "fit in" [x] people who OBSESS over what they look like and ALWAYS have to look in a mirror [x] people who can't walk out of the house in a pair of sweatpants [x] 20yearolds who try to get with like 15 year old girls Five things you can't live without... [x] my friends <333333 [x] music [x] sleeeeeeep [x] handisnacks [x] my laptop Five things you'll do when you complete this... [x] watch roseanne :) [x] go find something to eat [x] find something to wear tomorrow [x] set my alarm [x] sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep Five things you feel right now... [x] tireddd [x] the pain in my neck [x] hungry [x] groggy [x] upset for steph :-/ so today was cool. went to breakfast with mike at manhattan bagel then just walked around. messed around on the computer then alexis came over. found out something i think is extremely funny-- but i doubt the people will when i tell them. then i walked her home and my dad took me to katie's. her friend tony picked us up and i met all his friends.. they live in westfield their cool peoples. we watched some bmx video and then don't be a menace.. then he took us to katie's. we had icecream and talked and i just got home a lil while ago. tomorrow i'm going to the city with erin for thanksgiving since i'm anti-family. i REALLY hope i get up in the morning. so i'm gonna go to bed now. nightynight. < 3 6need a little room to breathe

sooo... [26 Nov 2003|07:30am] [ mood | m e l l o w ] [ music | obvious ---- blink 182 ] so last night was fun. erin couldn't hang out :( but that's alright cause i still love her. but she needs to start cutting swimming cause swimming < kate. heh. so ashley came over cause i wanted her to meet some of my friends. so she came over. then alexis came over to show me her hair cause she cut it and she looks SOO cute and grown-up. and we're supposed to hang out on friday -- i miss that girl. so then jarred, mike, and jarrette came over. and we walked to walgreens to get a camera developed and then we just walked around. ashley left at 9 cause she was going to ALJ for a day today. jarrette left too and the 3 of us just walked around till like 1030. it was a weird night, and whatever happened i'm over it .. so i came home and did all my french makeup work from last night =) and i just woke up.. me and mike are going to get something to eat in a little bit. last night i was in a really weird mood because the night before me and steph were talking about things from my freshman year [last year] and she was just telling me things i never realized about how.. i cried everyday and was never happy at all and their wasn't one day last year i wasn't hysterical for some reason and just mopped around the hallways. and about how i used to write amanda over 20 notes in school about all the different ways and reasons i wanted to kill myself. i never realized that my whole freshman year was a nightmare .. until i looked back. i don't even know why i was so depressed and messedup. so i started reading over the notes amanda wrote me back and their all about how she's saying all the things i said weren't true about how i thought i was worthless and had no purpose and i need to stop talking like that cause i'm scaring her. and it just hurt to think i actually wasn't doing that for attention and i was THAT upset. well unless you go to UC you wouldn't even have known this because i barely talked to anyone last year that didn't go to my school cause i'm a fuckup. ok done. <3 2need a little room to breathe

[25 Nov 2003|11:26am] yeah i got back from my cruise. it was alot of fun but i don't really wanna get into cause i've explained it like 40943895743897 x so far to people who ask me. school's fine i'm almost done with all my make-up work. today was my last day before my 5day weekend.. wooh. friends -- yeah i'm fine i don't really have any problems with anyone right now. guys -- woirey38745vyttgu. so yesterday was my first day back to school .. it wasn't bad either. i kinda missed it .. or something. last night i went over jarreds. fun stuff. today stephanie<3 was sick so she didn't go. after school at 11 me cassie dave and reis walked to get pizza like the beginning of freshman year. i wish things were the same with them again. then we went to walgreens and i got handisnacks. tonight i don't know what i'm doing. i think i should complicate my life a LITTLE bit more. or maybe not. and i'm redoing my layout now too so yeah and my info. cause i'm bored. i wanna hang out with erin tonight cause i havn't seen her since before the cruise :-/ .. <33 6need a little room to breathe

[13 Nov 2003|10:31pm] THIS IS GONNA BE A HELLA LONG JOURNAL ENTRY .. BUT THAT'S OKAY. 1) a survey .. i've been running short on pointless information lately. i n f o r m a t i o n 1. name: Katelyn Marie Primich 2. single or taken: single 3. sex: female 4. birthday: 06/17/88 5. sign: gemini 6. siblings: jay 7. hair color: blonde 8. eye color: blue 9. shoe size: 7 1/2 10. height: 5'4 11. favorite foods: handisnacks 12. hometown: RaHWaY r e l a t i o n s h i p s 1. who are your best friends?: erin, steph, bj, jarrette, katie 2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: negative 3. did you send this to your crush?: - - - 4. did your crush send this to you?: - - - 5. longest relationship?: i have no idea 6. how many actual relationships have you been in?: 16 7. how many people have you kissed?: SEE THAT HALO .. like 12. 8. are you shy around your crush?: tremendously 9. do you indulge in random hook-ups?: not in the slightest bit 10. still have feelings for anyone you've been in a past relationship with?: most definitely 11. do you know what it feels like to be in love?: i'd like to stay i knew what i was feeling, but i don't. so i can say -- i like what i feel. 12. what is the worst trend you see today?: that whole hot-topic-gothic look.. what the fuck is up with that 13. would you give up your favorite possession for your best friends?: yessum f a s h i o n | s t u f f 1. where is your favorite place to shop?: pacific sunwear 2. have any tattoos or piercings?: my ears :) 3. what is your favorite thing to wear?: my pink tydyed sweat jacket 4. what is a must have accessory?: nothing 5. how much is the most you've ever spent on a single item of clothing?: toomuch 7. who is the most fashionable person you know?: katie 8. who is the least fashionable person you know?: no idea 9. do you match your belt with your hair color?: ..... are you supposed too? 10. what is the worst thing you've ever thought looked good?: "hi i'm kate and i think i'm black" 11. what are you wearing right now?: boxers and a linden softball shirt 12. how many pairs of shoes do you own?: like .. 12 s p e c i f i c s 1. do you do drugs?: i don't do "drugs". 2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: strawberry v05 3. what are you most scared of?: being alone. failure. death 4. what are you listening to right now?: spin doctors - three princes 5. who is the last person that called you?: katie 6. where do you want to get married?: i don't wanna get married 7. how many buddies are online right now?: 78 8. what would you change about yourself?: my inability to finish things and my procrastination 9. what are essentials in your life?: friends 10. if you had the power to do any one thing, what would it be?: figure out what i want and not having to go through the battles to figure it out 11. what nationality are you?: SLLLOOOOVAAAAAKKKK :) 12. do you send out holiday cards each year?: that would be a negative h a v e | y o u | e v e r 1. given someone a bath? yeah.. don't ask. 2. smoked?: yeah 3. bungee jumped?: no but i'd<3too 4. made yourself throw up?: i was stupid in 7th grade so yeah 5. skinny dipped?: yes mam 6. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: it's my speciality 7. cried when someone died?: yeah 8. fallen for your best friend?: numerous times 9. been rejected?: been there 10. rejected someone?: yeah 11. used someone?: ..........yeah. c u r r e n t 1. hair: in foil wraps, dying it. 2. music: spin doctors and the starting line burned CD 3. make-up: nope 4. annoyance: i have to shower, finish packing, paint my nails, and clean my room and wake up at .. 330am .. fuck. 5. scent: the bleach in my hair 6. favorite artist: eminem 7. favorite group: blink 182 8. desktop picture: bam margera<3 9. book you're reading: julius caesar, summer sisters [for the 9th time], and political uprising in world history. =P 10. cd in player: 2 burned ones, one cheerleading mix one 11. dvd in player: the italian job 12. color of toenails: lime green 2) the last couple days. have been quite some fun this past weekend was ... thursday - went to club abyss with erin and tina. much fun. miilllkkshhakke is one of my favorite songs now. paulo and alan brought me and erin home at 130 .. we watched part of the shawshank redemption and fell asleep friday - went over erins .. met joe and jarrette at stewarts. good food. walked around.. went to the boys rahway soccer game they won .. erin came over. then i wrote my forensics speeches and steph came over. i went to bed really late saturday - forensic meet all day. uc did good. came home and went to see my grandmother in the hospital. came home and showered and went to abbys sweet 16. mucho fun. i got to see tracey whom i havn't seen in foorreveer. but i also saw abbys cousin i used to have a thing with and it made me wanna end my life. oh well. then me and tracey, kristina, kandace, katie, alex, and john slept over. we got pretty smashed .. but me and tracey were the only ones who could control ourselves. they all had sex and hooked up with eachother. whatever i hate people who need alcohol as an excuse to be skanky. sunday - woke up with a horrible hangover. got picked up at 10. showered. went over katies. me her and leslie went to her boyfriend mikes family party at his house in west caldwell. his friends came, their cool. have a really good time, havn't laughed so hard in a while. came home around 9, did homework. monday - school. got in trouble in religion class. i don't remember anything else. tuesday - school. got in trouble in religion class. cheerleading. quality talk with kim on the way home. went over jarreds.. came home and did.. i mean didn't do homework. =/ wednesday - school. got kicked out of religion class. cheerleading; learned our new dance for winter pep rally -- it's alright. jarrette and vin came over for a while. then my dad drove us to stewarts where we met joe, joey, mike, will, and danny. after that me, danny, mike, and jarrette walked home. good talk time with mike. didn't go to bed till 4am cause i had a chemistry packet due. thursday - today. school --> gave my chemistry packet to the whole class to copy while i'm away .. got my first A in chemistry :) didn't get in trouble in religion, eventhough i'm gonna smack her before the end of the year. kinda blahhh day. cheerleading we learned the rest of our dance. not bad not bad. went over katie's after cheerleading, got chinese food. we dyed our hair and highlighted it. mine looks the same -- i'm bleaching it once i get back. got home at 730 and steph came over to help me start packing. i packed and now i have to finish when i'm done with this. she left at around 930 and now i have to paint my nails, clean my room, finish packing, and take a shower. we have to wake up at 330am tomorrow. get on a bus thing we rented and go to princeton, piscataway, and other places to pick up other people in my family. we're gonna get to the airport at 630am and then our plane leaves at 9. i've never been more scared in my entire life. i made a vow ever since 9/11 i wouldn't get back on a plane. and what do you know. guess who's going on a plane. whatever. well if it lands and all =/ we're landing in florida. spending the day there and the night and getting on the cruise ship saturday morning. me, my mom, dad, 3 aunts and 4 uncles, and cousins chris (21) and joey (20) are going on the cruise to aruba, bahamas, bermuda, etc. my cousins will make it fun. i'm so fucking tired with the class of people in my school i'll probably come back with no friends and 8 rumors about me, oh how i love union catholic. okay i got to go .. i'm sooo tired and i have so much to do. i'll be back in 11 days. xOox <3 peace out united states :) 2need a little room to breathe

let me dance w/ you .. let me wear you out * [07 Nov 2003|11:09am] [ mood | tireddd ] [ music | homegrown ] heeeeeey. last night me erin and tina went to club abyss for our first "clubbin'" experience.. well let me just say it was NOTHING short of an experience. boys are gross and i felt molested. i really learned i just have a problem being THAT close to guys and everytime a stupid would come behind me .. tina would pull me onto her like me and her were gonna dance haha. i had to fight off like 15 nasty ass boys. blahhh. and i'm never wearing a skirt again cause appearently thats just like a public invitation. whatevazzzz. we had a really good time and we wanna go back to krome next weekend. these guys took a bunch of pictures of us for the website but their not up yet .. i'll put them on here when their up. paulo&alan brought us home at 1.. and me and erin just fell asleep watching the shawshank redemption. we woke up this morning cause i had a cheering game but i didn't go cause my team is assholes. whatever. so now i'm at erins and i have a bunch of forensic bills to right today =/ but i think were hanging out with jarrette etc in a little bit .. i leave in 9 days !! i just need to get away from . e v e r y t h i n g . for a while :) cause ive had it. alright i'm gonna go .. xOox * 12need a little room to breathe

wow [31 Oct 2003|09:36pm] [ mood | awful in every way possible ] [ music | f e e l i n g ` t h i s ::: b l i n k 1 8 2 ] i've never thought i could have a bad halloween. halloween is my alltime favorite holiday and favorite day out of the year and up until today i havn't even had an "ok" halloween --- they've always been awesome. well not this one. it blew horribly. it's depressing that my life has become so pathetic even my favorite day ... sucks. let's recap the amazing highlights of my awesome halloween, shall we? REASONS WHY KATES HALLOWEEN SUCKED. 1) i was up till 3 doing my hair last night at stephs, so i was overtired 2) me and steph just had a bad morning getting ready.. just a day from hell 3) a teacher tried to get me sent home cause i was "obscenely" dressed. yeah bite me 4) i wore platforms high heels. my feet have never been in so much pain their swollen like i pregnant woman's and i can barely walk -- no lie. i have to waddle on my heels 5) i didn't take my bus home so i didn't get to see like my only friends and they probably hate me now. which made it suck too. 6) i love when people lie right to my face and think i don't know 7) i didn't go trick or treating hence i got no candy 8) i didn't even go out tonight. steph came over we rented movies and i fell asleep at 9.. how pathetic is that? 9) their was bunch of parties tonight from uc -- did i go? no kate decided 2 weeks ago she's antisocial now. 10) today noone said i looked like an angel but i DID get: (a) leah from real world -- which everyone tells me i look like her everyday and i don't in the slighest bit so fight me (b) billy burke -- some like 1920s' showgirl (c) a victoria secrets angel -- which if that was my costume i really need to rethink my life (d) a porn star (e) a prostitue -- all in all i was told i looked like a slut when that was not the approach i was looking for. 11) i'm really really REALLY sick. and it sucks 12) i lost my halo today at the game. fuck. 13) a bird shit on me today a little, how lovely. 14) i got hit on by a bunch of old guys in kenilworth and i wanted to throw up. 15) after steph left tonight i got really scared to stay in my house alone. so i walked to the corner and sat down and cried for 35 minutes until my parents got home. 16) oh yeah i looked like garbage and a mess. see for yourself.. me and ash in english class. sorry you don't get to see a picture w/ the "obscene" costume on .. fuck. gihdsfgshorahroahruiheiuqwhriuhrwer. that is what i feel like right now. =/ 4need a little room to breathe

[25 Oct 2003|11:51am] hehe maybe if i had nothing better to do i'd sit here and write little discrete messages about reasons i hate you. but oops i'm not the immature one =) .. and the shit i've done in the past 2 weeks -- i'm gonna fix it. you mark my word_ 11need a little room to breathe

high above me. [22 Oct 2003|02:36pm] [ mood | blefiayriuawhyruihasd ] [ music | shes so hiiigghh .. hiiigghh above me. ] How SLUTTY are you? Brought to you by the good folks at sacwriters.com. .... yeahhh riiiight, that's it. today just completely and utterly sucked. like REALLY sucked. and weirdest part? nothing bad happened. i guess i just didn't feel like myself today. i've come to the conclusion if i could do one thing before i die .. i'd blow up union catholic. oh yeah well eventhough today sucked - my dad's making potato pancakes for dinner which makes up for it all .. 2need a little room to breathe

church classssssssss [16 Oct 2003|08:43am] hey what's up. i'm in first period .. and bLah this sucks. tomorrow is friday so i'm kind of excited :] i don't know what i'm doing this weekend but as long as i'm not at UC with all the bullshit.. i don't care. i did all my hw last night so i'm straight -- and their's a game today against Rahway today. i hope Rahway wins, they probably will. UC doesn't deserve it, it deserves to burn and DIE. ok i don't really have anything to say .. their's nothing really going on. except when people try to say they "told me off" when haha nothing of the sort happened. you asking me if i called you a stupid bitch and me being like yeah i did .. is NOT telling me off. so talk it up, and be mature. hmm this is weird, normally i have so much to say -- but noope not today. but i've been really happy lately, and i'm glad for that. i'm just done worrying and done stressing over things that don't need to be stressed over. sooooooo with all that said, fuck you and have a nice day. =) 4need a little room to breathe

[13 Oct 2003|08:23pm] i have never fucking hated someone as much as i fucking hate you right now. please don't ever fucking talk to me again, youre such a fucking piece of white trash dirtbag. and youre just fucking dirty. you just blew everything and anything that ever happened. i really want you to know if you died tomorrow i wouldn't fucking care youre now a piece of worthless shit to me and ive never hated someone this much. i honestly hope you kill yourself because youre that worthless and that pathetic. youre fucking DIRTY and a LOSER and TRASH, and really that's all you'll ever be for the rest of your pathetic life. no youre not going to amount to anything cause youre a worthless human being. and don't think i don't find out everything because youre fucking friends tell me. so have fun and maybe next time be safe so you dont have to worry. i hope you fucking die and oh yeah you definitely know who this is about 2need a little room to breathe

fucking shoot me. [09 Oct 2003|05:46am] [ mood | pissed - sick - bLahh ] [ music | it's perpetual bLiSs .. ] ahhh i just got into school. last night i went to the mall and got a couple outfits from pacsun and then i went to cheerleading practice till 930. then i went over dubes and her mom set my hair in curlers and then we went to bed. i'm so fucking tired and i feel sick and i wanna kill myself heh. we took our curls out this morning and mine looks like shit. we got to school and we practiced and now i'm in first period. i really don't wanna have pep rally .. i'm like dreading it. we're gonna suck it up soooo bad. for once i just wouldn't wanna look like an asshole. i wish our cheerleading team was good.. 4need a little room to breathe

blahhhhh [07 Oct 2003|09:12am] [ mood | i wanna shoot myself in myface ] [ music | ms eger talking about "god" .. get the fuck out of here ] i'm in church class and it fucking blows. we had to do a report on a current emblem and how it could represent god. so me and my prayer partner Alice did White Castle like the white castle could represent god's kingdom and "what you crave" which is on the emblem is that the christians craved to be a part of jesus' eternal kingdom. and this fucking loser ass PUNKCOOLHARDCORE kid used the anarchy sign. he's such a fucking dumb fuck. i really hate the overall population of the people in my school. their such FUCKS. anyway ... yeah i have practice today till 6. and then a shitload of homework. i go out with bobby, ok the end. nothing else is really going on. but .. i'm happy in all ways. `=) 11need a little room to breathe

taken from jarred [29 Sep 2003|01:58am] yeah and i'm bored and i have to study chem and i have to wake up in 3 1/2 hours but no i'm gonna do this .. -- Name: Katelyn Primic -- Birthdate: 06/17/88 -- Birthplace: Elizabeth General -- Current Location: Rahway, NJ -- Eye Color: Blue -- Hair Color: Blonde -- Righty or Lefty: Lefty -- Zodiac Sign: Gemini -- Innie or Outtie: Innie // series two - describe -- Your heritage: CZECHALOSLOVAKIAN!!! & canadian -- The shoes you wore today: pumas -- Your hair: too long, cutting after semi -- Your eyes: blue and they have alot of black eyeliner on them at the moment. -- Your weakness: uhhh hanging out rather then doing work, not being organized, trusting people too quickly, always thinking im right, being very stubborn, and certain people. -- Your fears: being alone, never amounting to anything, failing -- Your perfect pizza: pepperoni -- One thing you'd like to achieve: get into Georgetown // series three - what is -- Your most overused phrase on msgr: "riiiight" -- Your thoughts first waking up: i hope my school burnt down -- The first feature(s) clothes -- Your best physical feature: none but i guess my boobs, their the only thing thats the right size. -- Your bedtime: really late, i never wanna go to sleep -- Your greatest accomplishment: yeah nothing. -- Your most missed memory: middle school most likely, things were simplier // series four - you prefer -- Pepsi or Coke: neither i don't drink soda -- McDonald's or Burger King: burger king baby -- Single or group dates: depends who the person is, and whether i'm comfortable or not -- Adidas or Nike: nike -- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate -- Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino -- Bras or Panties: i'd prefer not to wear bras ever, and yeah i don't know. // series five - do you -- Smoke: on occasion -- Cuss: i have a very unflattering mouth for a girl -- Take a shower everyday: most of the time -- Have a crush: sure why not -- Want to go to college: i'd love too -- Like high school: i like highschool just not MY highschool -- Want to get married: not really -- Believe in yourself: not in the slightest -- Get motion sickness: nope -- Think you're attractive: hahah no. -- Think you're a health freak: i wish i was -- Get along with your parents: nope -- Like thunderstorms: i love them -- Play an instrument: used too // series six - in the past month, did/have you -- Smoke(d): yeah -- Done a drug: yeah -- Made Out: yeah -- Go to the mall?: yeah -- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: ha yeah -- Eaten sushi: nope -- Been on stage: yeah for techcrew -- Gone skating: yeah -- Made homemade cookies: nope -- Been in love: shseurert87tr8etadas -- Gone skinny dipping: nope -- Dyed your hair: yeah -- Stolen anything: nope // series seven - have you ever -- Played a game that required removal of clothing: yeah -- If so, was it mixed company: yeah -- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yeaah -- Been caught "doing something": the chair. -- Been called a tease: yeah, quite frequently eventhough i don't know why -- Gotten beaten up: i'm a superhero, i can't get beaten up -- Shoplifted: nope -- If so, did you get caught: - - - - // series eight - the future -- Age you hope to be married: n e v e r -- Numbers and Names of Children: the names i like -- eventhough i don't want kids -- emma juliet amelia isabelle & christopher derek sean adam. -- Describe your Dream Wedding: non existant, but uhhh in an old temple in europe -- How do you want to die: peacefully and quick -- Where you want to go to college: GEORGETOWN or columbia -- What did you want to be when you were growing up: i want to be a politican [senator] or an international correspondant. not gonna happen cause i suck at everything ..... but i also wanna do the peace corps or buy old buildings that are rundown and beautiful and restore them. -- What country would you most like to visit: greece or italy // series nine - opposite sex -- Best eye color: brown -- Best hair color: brown -- Short or long hair: long -- Best height: tall -- Best weight: whatever -- Best articles of clothing: i like hoodies -- Best date: something cute, nothing gay and planned or like "romantic" or some stupid shit. -- Best first kiss location: uhhhhhh.. i don't know. fireworkss? // series ten - number of -- Number of BOYfriends you've had: 16 -- Number of drugs taken illegally: 2 -- Number of people I could trust with my life: uhh 8 or so -- Number of CDs that I own: like 12 but their all gay like bwitched and shit. -- Number of piercings: just my ears :) -- Number of tattoos: noneee -- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: like .. 4? -- Number of scars on my body: alot i was a out of control little kid so yeah this weekend was good friday -- i didn't go to school cause i'm too thug. sooo then at like 7 me and erin went to menlo mall. and i bought a bunch of stuff at claires and then at 930 her mom picked us up and we back to her house. we talked alot and i'm happy, we got alot out. we went to bed at like 230am. saturday -- me and erin woke up and had breakfast and watched passport to paris cause she wouldn't watch harry potter. at 12 my mom picked me up and brought me to tech crew. it was fun me&ashley spackled two walls and we did a pretty good job. then at 530 i got home and took a shower cause i was covered in sheetrock. dube picked me up and we went to the mall so she could get sneakers then we went back to her house at like 930 and at 12 me, her, her brother collin, and mike went to the reo diner. oh wow it was sooo funny she was telling her brother all about her sexual experiences and i was crawling around on the flooor .. i havn't laughed so hard in a long time. we all went to bed at around 3. sunday -- we woke up and me and dube walked to dunkin donuts. then we rented 2 DVD's and all 4 of us put about 12 conforters on dubes floor and watched ghost ship and then THE LIZZIE MCGUIRE MOVIE!! lizzie mcguire sucked, i was pissed. then we went to strawberrys pub for dinner and then i came home. was on the phone with stephanie. then at like 9 walked to shell and met jarred, walked around a little bit. blahhhhhh. came home and just got off the phone with dube. i did a halfass job on half on the homework i did and i still have to study for this huge chem and english tests. tomorrow i have practice after school and then no school tuesday. and my cheerleading team wants to have a cheerleading sleepover tomorrow night. dubes begging me to go. but yeah ... that's fucking gay. their .. faggroitreityw498yts. the end. good night. 3need a little room to breathe

this weekend [13 Sep 2003|09:50pm] this weekend and week was actually pretty good. last night steph came over, and then katie did too. and we just walked around -- then we saw bj and everyone at dunkin donuts. then matt picked us up and we went to some kids house .. i got a little "uneasy" -- so after we left katie stayed at my house till like 1230 to take care of me. heh. then this morning i woke up under my desk -- yeah strange i don't know i just passed out last night. today erin came over and then we went to wills and then she left. but it was me, will, vince, mike, and jarrette and we had some good quality talk time. then at around 900 we were walking around and dube and kevin passed bye and then they turned around and picked me up and i went to dube's -- i hung out with her brother collin, and his friends -- dan, derek, and mike the whole night. good shit. then kevin brought me home at 12. now i'm home. i wanna thank will, vince, mike, jarrette for the talks. i needed to let some stuff out. love you guys. <3 4need a little room to breathe

the last weekend of summer & school [08 Sep 2003|06:50pm] so this weekend was the last weekend of summer. friday night me and alexis walked around, and someone had a knife in their pocket and approached us on the dark street by milton lake. we ran like hell when he turned around and i've never been so scared in my entire life. that night at like 12 we walked to walgreens and got handisnacks! : ) me and her ended up sleeping at chris's and woke up at 5:30 to walk home and play it off like we slept at eachother's houses. we stopped and dunkin donuts and then went to alexis's soccer practice. i hung out with will on the playground all day and then read all the rest of the day. that night erin came over and we met up with jason, mark, & keker. eventually bj too, we walked around till 12 and then i went with mark to drop erin off and came home and read. sunday i read. today was the first day of school; my classes BLOW and i hate my school. i wish i was in rahway but .. yeah i don't know. 8need a little room to breathe

[30 Aug 2003|11:58pm] thanks to my awesome friends jarrette & mike tonight who left me to deal with 25 year old men who followed me around the store and groped me EVEN after i told them i was 15. lol their disgusting and i feel dirty. 16need a little room to breathe

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